so the FHA did an inspection on the house we've been waiting to close on for the last 6 months and they said that it needed 17,500 bucks worth of stuff to fix before we could buy it. So we could either have the bank fix it or we could move in and have like 30 days before they came back to check and make sure we did it. Well we were already planning on doing most of it anyways, but some of it we needed the bank to do and they said no. So we are not getting that house and the bank put it back up on the market as a cash only buy. Which in my opinion is super super dumb on their part. but oh well. So we have been house hunting and put a bid on a really cute house on thursday and hopefully we will get that one. there wont be any problems with it and it will close fast but they still have to accept our offer first. If they dont accept it then jake and i are going to get an apartment until we get a freaking house because there is nothing that is worth staying here longer. I want to cry every night. But i haven't yet because at least i know that i chose this and i can leave if i want, we arent stuck here and we'll be out of here next month no matter what.
And on Wednesday James is taking ty to Philly for his family vacation. His whole family is going, it's like a family reunion and he'll be gone for 5 days. I am going to be so sad, i hate that he's going on a plane without me, going across the country with me, meeting some of his family for the first time without me, and going to see all of the historical things there without me. I hate being away from him. : ( Tyler assured me though that jake will be here for me and give me whatever i want, and he said he will call me everyday and give me a flower when he comes back... i dont know where he gets this stuff from he is such a suck up.