things that are funny...

i had a crappy day at work so i decided i will write a blog about things that i found funny in the last week (that other people probably don't) to see if it will put me in a better mood.

- I was looking through my yearbooks and going through what people wrote in them and i came across one of tori's. She wrote an entire page full of a message and at one point it says, "we've been through so much and yet we are still friends. That must mean something right?...no matter how much we fight we're always going to be friends...have a great summer and remember no sex" I wasn't having sex with anybody when she wrote this so that was stupid. But looking at the dates this was written it got me thinking. She wrote this while she was sleeping with my boyfriend (not that i knew that then)...did she not want me to have sex with him so she could? why would she even put that in my yearbook? And really, we are not friends so i guess it doesn't mean anything that we have "been through a lot." I know it's high school drama and i'm over it but i thought it was really funny.

- My five year old knows more about twilight then i do (well not really). Yesterday ty came running in to my room to tell me that McDonalds had Twilight toys that came with the kids meal. And i had no clue about it! He was wrong and it was Burger King, but seriously i usually know everything that's going on with Twilight and Ty had to tell me about this. So today after school we went to BK and got some cool toys. :)

-Speaking of twilight (i know it is all i write about but the movie comes out in 5 days and then it will be a whole year before the next one) I was laughing at myself when i realized that when i was watching the Eclipse premier online last night i had 4 different windows open at the same time from different broadcasters trying to watch the most interviews at the same time. It went pretty well at first, i would watch one at a time and have the other ones muted then switch but at the end they had Rob on one, Kristen on another, and Taylor on another one! so how do i choose? I didnt, i played all of them at the same time trying to listen to all three interviews at once...Seriously if anyone would have seen me at that time they would have thought i was insane (which maybe i am).

-Its also funny to me how horrible people are at Internet stalking. I don't think i have anything online that is private because i don't have a need to hide anything from anyone (lets face it i am not that interesting). I'm not going to say anything else on the subject except for, again nothing of mine is private if you want to stalk me just go to my facebook, myspace, blog, flickr, etc. you don't have to embarrass yourself by trying to be sneaky just to fail at it.

babies...

do you remember last year when i wanted a baby more then anything in the world? well now i don't. I have completely changed my mind. Well not completely, but let me explain.

I don't think it would be a good idea to have another kid right now, for lots of reasons but two main ones.

1. James and Katie treat Michael and Tyler differently. they treat Michael better and really favor him more, (I'm not imagining this, they have admitted it to me). And it doesn't bother me because really Michael needs more attention since Tori is a horrible mother. But really James and Katie are only together so they can have a family (baby) together. James' whole goal in life is to have a baby with someone he's married to (he's told this to me) and all Katie has wanted her whole life is to be a stay at home mom. So when their baby comes i know that it will be their number one priority. And i know that Tyler will become less important at his house and kind of at the bottom of the totem poll. I want Tyler to feel like he has a stable, loving family who puts him first and values him. I don't want him to come home from james' and have to "compete" with another sibling for our attention. I'm not saying that just because you have more then one kid that one gets treated better then the other, but i know that is already the case with mike and ty and i know with out a doubt that it will be worse when the other baby comes.

2. I want to have some money. We pay daycare 800 dollars a month, and i want that money to travel, save, spend etc. Not to buy more diapers, daycare, formula etc. We have 2 more months of paying for daycare and i do not want to start over again.

But at the same time i also want to have another kid. I know that Jake and i could handle it, i know that ty will be a great big brother and i just in general want another kid. And the hardest part is that i know that Jake is dying for a kid of "his own." I don't know what will happen in the future but right now i think for Tyler we should be here for him and focus on just him for now.

twilight weekend

So we went to the Twilight Convention and it was (as nerdy as it sounds) one of the best weekends of my life, seriously something I will remember forever! We saw 23 of the actors from the movies, and got 7 more autographs to add to my collection (now i have 11 autographs!) The convention was on Fri, Sat, and Sun and on fri and sun there were only about 120 people there, but on Saturday (when the biggest stars were there) it was packed! over 2000 people and it was crazy! It was on several TV shows and even made international news, so it was a pretty big deal. And the best part was that i was just going to buy myself a ticket and go alone but jake wanted to go too, and because of the prices we couldn't afford two, but then the next day they came out with another package with tickets that were 200 dollars less then the one i was going to get so we got the cheaper ones so jake could go too. When we got there i noticed that the row right in front of us had the super expensive tickets so we had basically the same seats as them and paid way less! woot woot!

Of course everyone was there to see Rob, Kristen, & Taylor and when they came out everyone was screaming (of course) and when it died down Rob said something and everyone went crazy yelling again, and he was like, "what did i do?" (um obviously you spoke) It was super funny.

Two things sucked about the trip though:
1: The day after we left they were showing a screening of eclipse that i could have gone too, but had to go to work so we couldn't stay and extra day.
2: I found out that Eminem was handing out tickets to a concert about 2 miles away from us but i found out 20 minutes too late and so we missed him. Which sucks because how amazing would it be to meet eminem and see Rob in the same day! Oh my gosh i could die. but we didnt.

It was super awesome and i hope they do one next year for Breaking Dawn.

sister sister

so last week my sister graduated high school and we had a ton of parties and stuff to go to for her and because of my high school experience. i was prepared to feel sad that i didn't get to walk with my class mates and just in general hate myself for getting pregnant in school but what i didn't think about was how freaking upset i am that my sister is leaving me in a couple months. For the last year or two we have become really good friends i think and it is really upsetting to me that we spent 16 years not really liking each other then finally become friends and she is leaving for 4 years. If i want to go to a chick flick or shopping we always hang out but 2 hours to drive up to NAU is going to be too far to drive just to see a movie.

But i am glad that she is going away to college because she really needs a reality check of what life is about, so it will be good for her.

PS. If anybody is reading this and mentions to my sister this gushy stuff i will kill you... :)