Thursday, October 9, 2008

what the F just happened?

so i have had one of the weirdest and worst days today. i don't understand what just happened with the world.

a couple weeks ago the CEO of our company came up to me and asked me in to his office to talk about my boss and basically how horrible he is. Apparently he was going to fire him and wanted my input. So i like my boss as a person but not as a boss and i explained to my CEO everything and so did a few other co workers. Then earlier this week he told me to report to him every day and tell him how my boss was doing. Then today we are sitting in our meeting and my boss is still not fired the CEO decides to tell everyone that my boss will still be there pretty much forever (ugghhh) and that everyone needs to stop 'degrading' our boss. I am thinking WTF? he just asked me to rat him out and spy on him and now we cant be degrading? ehhh...there is a lot more but i was surprised by this...

Then today james and i decided to talk about our problems and i was so excited because this was a conversation 4 years coming. but then i got in the car to talk to him and it was like i was sitting with a stranger. It was the weirdest thing in the world. I know that sometimes people get a divorce because they "grew apart" it was like that. we didn't know who each other were anymore and talking to each other was impossible. So we didn't talk and our friendship is basically done and gone. It's not the type of closure i was expecting, but at least it is closure.

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