i just wanted to say that jake finally had a bad dream about our wedding last night. Not that it's good to have bad dreams but at least i know he's thinking about it. He dreamt that he got stoned and went completely goofy then missed all of the important things, then he was sad about it afterwards (in his dream & when he was awake).

At least we're not having bad dreams about not wanting to marry eachother, that would be a bad sign, but that wont happen.

45 days!!! : )